At the risk of sounding like an utter nutjob, I am going to share with you how I feel about something very intimate to me.

Okay, so you know how I buy into the law of attraction, right?  Like, how I believe that we create everything in our reality, and how we can have whatever we want, yada yada yada….? Well, I’m getting extremely good at manifesting what I want.  I’m getting good at it, and very quickly.  It’s almost, how shall I say… well, it’s strange.  My life is SO magical, that sometimes I wonder if I’m not dreaming.  Sometimes I wonder if I’m not part of this bigger experiment.  I know, here’s where I sound like a kooky paranoid schizophrenic personality, but for the reals, life is almost surreal.

Some of the most magical extraordinary PERFECT things have been coming my way… everything is paying off.  All of my dreams are coming into an alignment… I’m accomplishing the things I put my mind and heart into. Crazy.  Like an experiment crazy.  You know that movie, where Jim Carey is the center of a sitcom?  Yeah, like that.  Only it’s about me, and my life.  And a big part of that is through you all.  You’re my sounding board… you’re my witnesses to my creative expression… you’re watching it all come together with me.

Did I mention the surreal feeling?  Yes. Perhaps I do have some sort of personality disorder… I pick… narcissistic personality disorder?  Maybe?  (heh) Or maybe that’s just a good sense of self. Anyway, life is delightful.  Truly, really, superbly delightful.  I’m still in a dream mode– a lucid one where I’m controlling everything that happens.  And my good goddess, it’s beautiful!!!! …I can hear the comments now!  “We already knew you were a nutjob, Ash, but you’re such a loveable nutjob.”

*grin*

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