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“if you won’t love her someone will”

Posted in: Love, Self Awareness, Self-Esteem by POHA on March 20, 2007

Yes. This is one thing he taught me.
I walked by his side step by step as he worked through his emotions of breaking up with his wife. letting go… divorcing… filing bankruptcy. It wasn’t so much that I was someone he cared about, really; rather I was a body to hold him at night, to wipe away tears, and to offer up sound advice on how to work through the scariest parts of depression… I learned a lot though. I learned about pride in myself… in choosing the right people to surround myself. I learned that sometimes beauty is only skin deep. And I learned that “if you won’t love her someone will.” He used to whisper it as he rocked himself to sleep. “someone will…” And if you weren’t that person, very likely she was lost to you forever. …If you won’t first. He said it because it was his lesson from life… from the marriage, from the experience. His lesson was that if he had tried harder, loved more, paid more attention… maybe she wouldn’t have turned away from him. Maybe. This man didn’t love me… so I found someone who would. I still think about him. But now it’s through the eyes of someone who has known love… who has experienced it from the inside out… He didn’t have to love me. Someone will. I will.