impermanence of interpersonal relationships…

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Some doors remain open, some close.

I see no point in loving you if you refuse to love me back. I’ve a big heart, but if I’m not part of yours, there’s no desire for me to waste my time and energy.

What’s strange is that I don’t feel this way for just one person… but everyone.

And what’s even stranger is that I am behaving in ways towards people who are giving me their energy that implies that I’m unwilling to give back.

I need to re-direct. Re-focus. I have attachment issues, apparently. I do not know what it is to fight with my family and know that they’ll still love me afterwards.

Or, for the matter, that I will still love them. No relationship is imperative.

I say it, and each time I assert it, it sounds so hurtful. It’s not like I don’t love.

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