So… let’s see here.
I seem to have come up with a bit of writers block here lately. Nothing of substance is here to catch my eye.
True, I’ve been a bit pre-occupied for a few weeks. (Has it really been a few weeks? Yep, two.) And life is good now. And I feel normal again. Like the me I knew before– from goddess knows when.
When did everything start spiraling? Was it two months ago? Or before then? I’m pretty sure I was on an even keel until around my birthday, and I think I spun out of control there for a minute. The only people who know this, though, are those of you who read “the blog” regularly. My real life interactions just heard me say, “This is hard,” and then I wouldn’t complain about it again. Except for the dog poop. I complained about dog poop a bunch. It may have been the only indication of how miserable (in real life) I was. Alas, that’s all in the past, and the present and future are looking lovely.
Now that things are back to normal, and my mood is picking up to its typical elated-because-it’s-summer pattern, I’m feeling mighty happy. And as though I have some sort of say in my life.
I’m teetering back and forth between the teacher/student role. I’m pretty sure I’ll be visiting both hats here frequently in the next several years of my life. Must be my age– rapid cycling between roles and behaviors means less extended periods of time flailing; conversely it also means less soap boxing. *hmpf* I suppose we all have to grow up sometime.
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July 4th, 2008 at 3:12 am
Dear Ms. Ash,
I read a few of your writings. I got some insight into my own daughters heart and mind.
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