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Posted in: Self Awareness, Venting by POHA on August 20, 2006

She was trying to create drama. I saw it for what it was, and I didn’t give her the gratification of getting a reaction from me. I was calm; I deferred her away in the only drama-free way I could think of. I’m hurt because she was intending on using MY emotion– an emotion I own and keep controlled under lock and key–against me in a way that would ultimately only hurt me. Jealousy might be my Achilles’ heel, and she was going straight for my throat…I have a difficult time distinguishing between her status as friend or foe. With friends who will be malicious like that, who needs enemies? With a drama-free diet as the goal, how do I best handle a betrayal like that? I suppose it’s all practice, any way… this is practice for other future experiences, and the more practice I have, the better prepared I am for handling drama in the future… By the way, I think we often confuse drama with being emotional. Don’t be fooled. They’re two very separate and different experiences. Emotion, in its pure state, is beautiful. Drama, in its pure state serves only to entertain and distract its creator.