When it hit me, I almost fell out of my chair!The room shimmied and my eardrums sounded like a huge metal sheet thundering in an acoustic room.  Vertigo overcame me, and I had a difficult time catching my breath again. I had been catapulted across the universe on a soft, velvet, magic carpet that was damp with emotion, sweat, and sex.  Truly, I began to fly.

The last five weeks have been my Dreamtime.   As my dream continues, I have become lucid and have realized that I can control everything that happens in this dream. A dear friend once wrote, “You create it, you know,” and I DO know.   I believe that I have begun the change.  My transformation from larvae to butterfly has already progressed.  I graciously poke my head out from the cocoon I’ve built and slip my wings out, fluttering them a little until I get the hang of this experience. Lucid dreaming is an awesome experience.  Doing it while you are awake is exponentially more extraordinary.   The skeptic inside my head denies the magic that is this existence.  It’s not logical… it’s unreal.  However, I know it is ALL explainable, albeit incomprehensible… I know that a science I cannot quite understand justifies and allows for this creative law of nature to thrive… and in spite of my lack for complete verstehe, I have believed in what I’ve learned and have become capable of harnessing these powerful behaviors. I have created it, you know.  I’ve created the perfect life.  I have created PURE love.  I’ve created an amazingly spiritual and sublime group of people around me.  I am achieving the dreams I set forth to accomplish.   I am experiencing the most carnal, passionate pleasures that exist in this world.   There is an energy about myself that embraces challenges, hard work, and joy.  I can admire all of that which can and WILL be. You also have this ability.  You can thrive.  You can have whatever you want.  So what are you waiting for?

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