I’m eager to look up from my universe in wonder and awe at the green budding leaves on the trees, at the sudden splashes of color as things move from the gray sludge of winter into the bright and amazing colorful first moments of spring.
Holy fuck. I cannot believe I was just on the phone for more than an hour. I’ve realized a lot of things in this last hour, and I have so much to think about that I immediately ran for my blog so that I can write it all down and so that I can share these things with you.
I create this life. I’m working on making it exactly what I have dreamed it to be.
Sometimes in the creative processes, I have to make difficult decisions in order to ensure that I am in alignment with the things I dream for myself. Often I have no idea which decisions are the right ones, how to make them, or what will come of them. There is no rule book, and I’m doing things with my life that many people don’t really even comprehend. There’s nothing that states, “If you’re going to choose this lifestyle over the traditional lifestyle that everyone else is doing, then here’s how to do it without a glitch.” At least those people who choose a traditional lifestyle can have social norms, religious books, and societal expectations to know if they’re doing it right.
A majority of people dream about growing up, getting married, and having children. At least they have an example of what to do and what not to do in order to be successful at the life they’ve chosen.
On the other hand, I am a non-traditional. This isn’t just a self-inflicted “title,” I’m non-traditional in every sense of the word. I didn’t go to college right out of high school, instead, I waited for six years. Once I did decide to go to school, I decided I had better make it worth my time, and that I wanted to work towards becoming a doctor. I haven’t wanted to get married or make babies; in fact, I think I will be completely fine without giving birth to children of my own, nor do I ever intend on marriage. Instead, at twenty-six years old, I am a pre-medical student, renting a big house, needing roommates, making decisions that I think might land me exactly where I’m hoping to be. Luckily for me, I have that freedom to make major decisions, (or major mistakes) if necessary in order to figure out how to achieve the goals I have put before myself. Unfortunately for the people around me, I must make those decisions, not knowing if they’re the right ones, not knowing exactly how they’ll affect the people I love, and not knowing if I’ll ultimately end up in the place I’ve anticipated.
The creation is divine. It is perfect. It is aligning itself up exactly as I planned. It’s an amazing thing to be able to delight in one’s own creation.
I couldn’t have done it better myself. Wait, I DID do this myself. And I did it along with the others. Together, we are a trinity of powerful women, and we will fill this world with blessings and joy.
I can have whatever I want.
I have a suspicion that I’m coming upon a pivotal point in my life.
I got the job! Put in a week’s notice at the Crazy Place. The boss was sad for herself because I only gave a week, but I assured her that God wouldn’t present her with opportunities that she couldn’t make even better than what they were in the past. I love acting on behalf of God. Heh.
On that note, I’m struggling to come to terms with my “two weeks notice.”
I know for a fact that she will not be able to replace and/or train me in two weeks. I tried to quit once last September, and once again in November. It wasn’t until April that she did anything to replace me. (Both of the following replacements quit, one after six weeks, the second after one week, respectively, neither giving any notice, just leaving.)
Now the other job isn’t 100% certain yet, but it’s very, very close. Even if the Children’s Hospital job doesn’t come through, the temp agency is still actively setting me up with interviews… And if I did have to wait at the most a few weeks before starting a new job, I could really, REALLY use some time off of work… and as far as money goes, I think I’d probably be alright for a few weeks…
I don’t know. I’d love all of my reader’s opinions on this one. What would my readers do? (WWMRD?) Please comment!
Feeling pretty great!!!
Interviewed at the hospital today! For a position assisting neurosurgeons. It’s temporary, they’re going to pay me what I currently make, and it’s a foot in the door of the medical field. Beautifully created, neurology is the specialty I’ve been leaning towards as far as medicine is concerned. Not necessarily neurosurgery, but neuropharmacology… Fuck yeah! Perfect circumstances. It’s only temporary while a gal is on maternity leave, but I happened to catch that they currently have three admins supporting three doctors and that they were looking to hire a fourth surgeon next summer. I’m really super excited for this opportunity. I’m really amazed at how perfect it is for me. It will be a place that recognizes and appreciates the importance of secondary education, specifically in the medical field. It will be a place where I can learn about things that interest me. One of the supervisors I interviewed with said that the doctors love to teach and explain, and she saw my eyes light up and I told her how awesome it would be to learn from the actual professionals!!!!
I am a talented young woman. I am twenty-six years old, have a knack for growing things, giving great advice, and writing. I have a passion that is driving me to go into the field of medicine. I want to study neurology and psychiatry. I want to do research on how chemicals affect mood and behavior. I want to help people. I want to find solutions to behavioral problems so that I can possibly prevent maladaptive behavior. I have excellent grades and am a great student. I have recently discovered the Law of Attraction, and I have never been happier than I’ve been in the last six months. I understand that we create our reality and I full embrace my ownership of all things in this life.
I’m so excited for the next opportunity!
I walk into work every morning, with a little dance in my footsteps. I’m excited to be there because I know I’m good at what I do. My boss and co-workers are happy to see my smiling face, and they’re also excited to begin their days. I’m ready to take on the world because I have been given the tools I need to succeed. The work I do is challenging, but also something I’m very good at. I am regularly appreciated for going above and beyond their expectations of me. My supervisor is communicative, effective as a manager, and is someone whom I trust and is a mentor to me. The environment is professional, and I am not afraid of personal attacks or job insecurity. I am comfortable, happy, healthy, and thriving. The company I work for holds itself at a high moral standard, and I am not ashamed to tell people I work there. They pay me well for my efforts and have excellent benefits!
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