The world is my catalog, and I can have anything I want.
But I shouldn’t get caught up in the hows, just the whats and the final destination.
This, to me, is a very difficult paradox for me to wrap my fingers around. 
I should focus on how I feel as though I already have what I want, thus allowing the universe to present to me exactly what I wish for… I keep giving the universe my exact description of my perfect job. I keep putting it out there, feeling how awesome it will feel when I get that notice that I’ve got the job.  I keep that feeling in my pocket all day long. I keep checking my email for something– anything to indicate that I’ve made the right connection, applied for my dream job, and that they’re interested in me as a potential employee! I keep applying, keep waiting, keep dreaming, keep on keeping myself open for the opportunity…Is there something I’m doing wrong?  Something I’m missing?  I’m still practicing this creation business.  When I created several dates a week and flowers from different guys every week, it was so much more simple.  I’ve practiced, and I’ve watched the Secret a million times, I’ve changed my thinking… Is there anything else I’m not seeing?  Keep on keeping on… This creative stuff works, I know it works, I guess I’m just not sure if there’s anything more I need to do to fine tune it.

I want to do something more.  I want more from this life.  I want to make a difference in this world.  In your world, in my world, in the world we live in. I want something more than what I’m doing.  I want daily reward, gratifying work.  I want to be able to close my eyes every evening feeling satisfied, valuable, and exhausted.  I want to look forward to my work every day, knowing that every moment I spend working is placing me one step closer to the ultimate end goal.  I want to be able to take pride in the things I do, I want to know that I completely utilized every single resource within me.  I want growth, thrivation, inspiration, motivation, and happiness.  I can visualize how beautiful it is to feel all of these things.  I know that there is more to life, and that I can have it all.  I know that these successes are not beyond me, rather they are perfectly within my reach and that I’m in the process of creating them right this moment. I want to touch the world with my work.  I want to know that all of my talents are being positively expressed every day!