Into The Rabbit Hole

There’s something within us.  It’s inevitably within ALL of us, because it is the very essence of humanity– possibly the essence of all that IS.  It’s a deep burning, yearning, churning essence that makes us want to dance on our tippy toes first thing in the morning and at the same time drives us to sleep in late, curled up with our favorite person, legs intertwined and arms wrapped around, fingers intertwined until we cannot bear to lay still any longer.  It’s a comfortable place where we can sit next to each other without saying a word.  It is the very core energy that moves us from every single point in the emotional spectrum until we find the happy balance spot where we can just BE, with every emotion, not needing to even say a word to explain ourself.  It’s much like white light– the combination of all colors of light, except it’s not something that is measured in wave lengths, rather it’s measured in the number of breaths we take or beats our hearts make.

I love Love.  I love being In Love, and I love the people I love being In Love.

This love… it’s what all religions ultimately call “God” or “Goddess,” and it’s the life that enters every living creature.  It’s the product of our sentient experience of it, and it’s the unconscious drive within us that motivates us to move mountains.  And when we receive it from another, be it another human, another creature– any living thing, it is at that very point in existence that we cannot move forward without remembering it, in one way or another.

It is a connection that goes deeper than this lifetime, lasts longer than the universe, and can never be destroyed.  It wraps us into one soul being, in separate bodies, with separate skins that can easily be melted into one with just a glance or single movement.

It is a kiss of sunshine, a gentle breeze when you sweat, and a warm cup of coffee when it’s blizzarding.  It can be shared with many without running out because it is the fuel inside every cell on this earth, a renewable resource that will never dwindle.

I began reading this last night… so far I’m completely enamored about this book.

It’s a history of women, very feminine, and I’m going to devour it. I can’t wait to tell you everything I learn!!!
If you’d like to check it out, go to my Amazon store!

I found a note lying on the ground as I walked to class tonight.

It said, “You are a goddess.”  Amazing.  I picked it up, and continued walking. Sometimes it takes a little reminder from the universe that I, the powerful creator, am also a goddess.  I am a part of god.  A part of the energy that IS god.  I don’t believe that there’s some masculine being in the skies dictating our every movement.  There’s no omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent “He” up there judging our actions.  In fact, there’s no sin, no heaven, and no hell.  There is an energy, bereft of definition, bereft of shape, size, or character.  Read the rest of this entry »

now is a beautiful time to know me. catch me while i’m hot!the most extraordinary, beautiful, amazing, phenomenal things are being created right now. the craziest part is that i’m right here, in the middle of it all.  i’m a sorcerer with my magical wand, shaking it here or there as i see fit, and there’s nothing more gratifying than dancing around, playing goddess to the outstanding life i have before me. catch me while i’m hot, i say, catch me if you can… now is the time to know me… if you didn’t know me before… look out world. I’m about to change you.  

It’s quite easy to become so caught up in your artistic authority that you forget that there are many people around you who not only don’t Want to embrace their own creative powers, but have no clue How they would go about it even if they wanted to. It’s sometimes very difficult to explain to a deaf man the Powers he holds within his heart and mind. When you attempt to say it, he looks at you funny and wonders where you came up with your crazy hippie love bullshit. It’s those people who look at you funny who are the least likely to even consider your hogwash to be possible. You might as well have three heads, in their eyes. A select few will perk up like wilted flowers whose thirst has just been quenched by a cool, refreshing gulp of water… those people are the ones that make it all worth talking about. Don’t waste your time on those people who refuse to hear your secret. There are many who will eagerly accept your given quest. As a beacon of beaming light in the sea of darkness and disinclination to adopt Responsibility, it is important to not become discouraged when you come ashore and find no Living, Cognizant creatures on land. Don’t fear being alone. Don’t become caught up in the slithering slime of denial and remorse and drama. It’s not worth losing your Hope over. If you can clearly hear those bells of energy chiming in the distance, you can know you’re not far from discovering other like-minded life out there. You’ll find it, and it will find you. Keep your spirits high so they will recognize you.