I’m not discontent. I’m perfectly happy, going through the daily motions along the roller coaster track that is my emotional experience… I exaggerate when I speak of a roller coaster. My life is no more a roller coaster than a roller skating rink. Yet still I feel…

I feel deeply and fully.

And completely.

And while this relatively new experience of feeling has kept my mind consumed by the vicious energy-eaters that threaten to swallow me whole, I am calm. I would much rather experience the ups and downs of emotion than to be without emotion entirely.