Into The Rabbit Hole

There have been many synchronicities lately.

So many that “unusual” things have happened.

The most recent: I was speaking with a girlfriend about one of her friends.  She suggested that this friend do an unlikely favor for me.  I brushed it off, stating that I had never really even spoken with this person.   Today, I get a call from a phone number I didn’t recognize.  It was my girlfriend’s friend.  She was calling me to find out if she could get my girlfriend’s phone number from me because her daughter had accidentally deleted her number.

Hmmm?

It makes me very aware of what I think or say.

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Once again, my life is complete.   I find myself feeling as though I have plenty of everything, and having that feeling only constitutes more of having enough.

The kids are with us again this week.  They provide great amusement and joy.  Little girl giggles and little boy stories are almost more valuable than gold.  We had them for the New Year’s Eve, and instead of getting a sitter, we stayed home.  Sort of.  We went across the street to our neighbor’s, where we ate like royalty and played billiards and other parlor games.   At midnight, we gathered all of the kids and went outside and watched some fireworks, and I got the most lovely New Year’s kiss.  The night was mostly uneventful, and that’s exactly what we were going for.

This last year was incredible!  I have never had such an extraordinary year, and I look forward to making 2008 even better.  Last year I went through the most magnificent changes: Who I am now is very different from whom I was on the New Year’s Eve of 2007.  I like the changes, and I feel entirely at ease with where I’m at now.  I have a beautiful family, a magnificent home, an excellent job, am surrounded with wonderful friends, and am following my heart.  Really, I don’t know that it gets any better than this.

Alas, it must, because my intention is to continue raising my vibration until I every moment, I’m singing.

I am promised great things.  I know that I will have them.  There is no question, and it doesn’t matter how I have them, just that I know I will have them.  This is how it goes.

Can I truly convey to you the feeling that accompanies my words?  It is confidence, and appreciation.  Gratitude and a knowing nod.   It’s a smile and an acceptance that all I desire is already mine.

Yes, this next year, I am unstoppable.  I have partnered up with someone who embraces these same thoughts and ideas as I do, someone who believes in the completion that is already our own.  He sees life through the same colored lens as my own, and we have the same goals, hopes, and dreams.  It is easy to vibrate on a high note alone– alone you can control nearly everything within your experience.  When you have two intimate people, thinking towards the same goal, showing gratitude for the same things, and prompting the Universe to allow more of what we desire together, it is as though our power is not merely doubled but increased tenfold.

With that, I can announce my imminent success in the next year.  I know that everything I intend will come into fruition.  I have thought much about what it is that I desire, and it is all already here before me.  I will enjoy and appreciate it.

And so mote it be.

My note from the universe today:

“By the simple act of thinking, Ash, vortexes are created, invisible energies are applied, and circumstances begin creeping to make real what was previously just imagined. This supernatural pull of your thoughts continues long after you think them, whenever there follows intent, expectation and action; moving mountains, parting rivers, and doing the “impossible” until there is the inevitable manifestation.

This is how your “thoughts becoming things.” How they physically become things in a dimension that already exists, with billions of players and massive momentum. Not by appearing out of thin air, but through a manipulation of such forces in the unseen that literally begin shifting, morphing, and arranging all of the elements in your life so as to deliver to you the nearest equivalent of what you’ve been thinking. In other words, the “law of attraction.”

“Thoughts becoming things” explains the law of attraction. It’s why there is a law of attraction. And unlike any other 3 words in all the vocabularies of all the languages in the world, “thoughts become things” tells you exactly where you fit into the picture, as the thinker, the decision maker over what you will think about, revealing your power as a supernatural, all powerful, unlimited, CREATOR.

But, of course, many prefer not to think of themselves as so phenomenally powerful.

The Universe”

I get notes like these emailed to me every day from this website called TUT.

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Ms. Ashley Brones, author and psychiatrist, of Denver, Colorado passed away in Venice,
Italy on June 4th, 2067. She was 87. Ashley (Ash) lived a full life, earning her medical
degree in 2019, and continuing on to pave an extensive path in psychiatric and
psychosocial research. She is best known for writing best seller “The Things We Do”
and “Why People Don’t Quack Like Ducks,” but her research has also made a lasting and dramatic impact on the science of understanding chemical behaviors in humans. She was a renowned psychiatrist, and touched every life she came in contact with. Ash will be remembered for her unending and tenacious persistence in accomplishing every goal she set forth to do. She is survived by an unending extended family– a network of people who loved her very much. We love you!

I had to write my own obituary for my human development class. I thought I would share it with you all!!!

Life is short… Have fun with it!

Science is cool.
Chemistry lab was actually a ton of fun this time. She’s normally a drag, but today our teacher was in a good mood and didn’t waste our time. Instead, she spoke about the experiment, which is where we took a known substance and added an unknown substance (in hopes of figuring out something about the unknown stuff) until the pH changed, which caused the solution to change pink.  I’m a geek, I know, but I took photographs of the process.  Pink!  Pink solution is the best!!!!

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I did it.  I can’t believe I did it. While I was reading the test key, my heart kept thumping louder and louder– so much that the room started shaking and all of the background noise became the hum of the synapses firing in my head.I got an A on my Chemistry II exam.  An A.  And not just any A, but 100%.  This was no small feat, mind you.  Chemistry is a challenge for me.  A HUGE challenge.  I’m accustomed to my studies coming easily to me.  Not chem.  And I’m taking Chem TWO this semester.  And I got an A!  My quizzes have been sad so far this semester… a 6, a 7, and a 9.  You have no idea how ecstatic I am. I got an A on my Trig test, too.  But it was a 90%.  This was unexpected, as I was certain that I had nailed that one… but I made two very silly mistakes… Sad.  I can’t help but be disappointed with that after completely acing that chemistry test.  My head is still spinning.  I’m almost through the week.  I was going to work on my abstract tonight, but instead I think I’m going to curl up in bed and sleep.  Maybe I’ll turn on the television.  Maybe not. I can’t believe I did it.  Seriously, you have no fucking idea how difficult this material is.  But I GET it.  yesh.

You might be amazed by the changes you experience when you STOP focusing on the things you don’t want and START focusing on the things you DO want. FOCUSWhat is it that you want?  What is it that you prefer?  You have the power to experience EVERYTHING you want at the tips of your fingers, and the beckon of your mind.  Everything that you currently are going through is the result of the things you focus on.  Is something you’re going through not feeling good, not feeling right?  That is something negative that you are focusing on.  Stop the madness!  Begin to determine what it is that you WANT, what it is that you DESIRE from this lifetime.  Determine it, and focus your mind upon it. When I was a little girl there was a poster that hung on my closet door.  I kept that poster for years, in fact I believe I still have it somewhere in my garage.   It had a message, “If you follow your dreams in all that you do, it won’t be too long ‘fore they start coming true.”  This couldn’t be closer to the truth than any advice I ever have heard. I’m going to tell you that anything you set your mind upon, you will have.  It’s up to you to decide what you will have, and along with that determination comes the motivation to have what you want. You can do it

Current conquest: Learn how to thrive. Not just right now, but always. So what does it mean to thrive??

(found at www.dictionary.com)To me, thriving means that I’m living successfully and living well. I’m embracing new opportunities and seeking health as the result of every decision. Thriving means that I’m steadily working towards my goals and consistently building a solid foundation for myself (that IS myself) so that when I do come up to the next obstacle (because I WILL), that I’m prepared with a line of attack and just in case I don’t win the battle right away, I’ll at least only be set back to that last wonderful place I have come from. Thriving means that I pick healthy choices: healthy in body, mind and spirit. Instead of choosing to sit on my ass all day in front of a video game or the television, I choose to be productive. Instead of watching or reading the news, I create my own news– something that is exciting and inspirational for me to go back and read. Instead of choosing frustration, I will choose an attitude that embraces opportunity for further growth. Instead of worrying about money, I will be happy with what I have, count my blessings, and create a situation for myself that welcomes in new financial opportunities. Instead of hating current circumstances, I choose to appreciate where I’m at, where I’ve come from and where I’m going. It means picking healthier foods to consume, drinking more water, being more active, and getting the sunshine and nutrients that my body needs. Truly loving myself means that I WANT to pick these things– it means that these choices aren’t difficult ones and don’t require a whole lot of energy to fulfill. It’s very easy to say that now. However what about tomorrow? What about the next day? Here I was thinking I was invincible, that my spirit and joy was something that just came with being ME; then my roller coaster jumped the track and reminded me that not only do I have to enjoy my good fortune, but also I have to work for it and show gratitude. I dread the next opportunity I have to lose my head, to lose it all again– and that is why I’m preparing a plan that will prevent any future devastation. I’m not quite certain what that plan looks like yet, but I do acknowledge my need for it. I’m thinking that as long as I have the discipline to continue to count my blessings and embrace growth and keep my goals in mind, then I’ll probably be just fine. I guess I probably need a back up plan, too, in case the attitude of gratitude isn’t enough… Any suggestions? It’s spring– what a beautiful time to resolve all the inner conflict I’ve been experiencing. What a beautiful place to be in– to appreciate and to realize. I feel like I’ve awoken from this hibernation which held me captive in its icy grip. I’ve risen to see there are flowers in bloom, green leaves on all of the trees and sunlight everywhere. Excuse me now, I have a garden to plant!