I am a magician, and anything I want I can create. I don’t need spells or magic, all I need is positive thinking.

The most amazing things have happened to me. I’ve found money, I’ve found people. I’ve found happiness within me and happiness outside of me. This creative power… it’s like staring into the bright white of a candle flame… it’s overwhelming at times, but never, ever, EVER fails me. Never.

Everything I want for passionately, I create. It’s about the feeling behind it. It’s about knowing what you want and then feeling as excited as you would be if you already had it. This good feeling puts you into alignment to receive whatever you want.

What do YOU want? Money? Relationships? Health? There’s plenty out there to appreciate and experience. But it’s not really about those things. It’s about the joy you experience knowing that you already have those things. It’s about the secret to happiness. It’s about the sheer joy that you are an extremely powerful creator. And when you have everything you want, more of what you want comes to you. Like unexpected income. Like chance meetings. Like the beauty and joy that the people who already know the law of attraction have been talking about. And when you realize your true capacity for creating everything you want for passionately, you become aware of the energy you put into what you don’t want. Don’t say what you don’t want. Say what you DO want. Don’t talk about losing ten pounds. Talk about how you love your beautiful body. Don’t talk about getting out of debt, talk about how easily prosperity comes to you.

Many of the like-minded people I’ve surrounded myself with already know and understand these things, so stick with me for just a moment more. There are many people in my life who know these things to be true already, but who need a little more molding and guidance. I may not be the person to mold or guide you. I just want to put the fire under your ass. Realize that you have this creative potential. Play with it. What do you want? Start out small if you need to. Before you know it, things will be falling into your lap.

*waves wand*

It isn’t me that’s creating these things for you. It’s YOU!

Tonight I put on my Express size 5/6 jeans again.  I didn’t have to struggle, suck it in, or lay down to get them buttoned!

I never dreamed I would be able slide into these again. Since February, I’ve lost twenty pounds.  That’s a lot, considering that I wasn’t fat to begin with.  However, those twenty pounds were necessary, because now I definitely look better, feel healthier, and am more comfortable with my body.

Want to know my secret? Five simple words:  “I love my beautiful body.”

Think about it!  A person who loves their body will take care of it.  If you were to body-sit for a loved one’s body, wouldn’t you do everything it needs, to make sure you return it happy and healthy?  You’d feed it the most nutrient-rich, yummy food you could find, and you’d give it lots of exercise, and you’d never say things like, “You’re so fat,” or “God, if you could just lose fifteen pounds…” Hell no you wouldn’t say that!!  If you were body-sitting, you would be kind and gentle, giving it everything it needed and telling it good things!

So, why is it that we don’t care for our bodies the way we know we need to?

I believe it’s has everything to do with how we think of our bodies. Instead of loving them, we put negative energy into our selves, wishing we could just lose (fill in the flaw)… or saying we’re not good enough until (fill in the ‘what am I lacking’)… Guess what!  Thoughts like that affect our bodies.

You are what you think! And by changing the way I thought, I was able to bring forth to the outside of my body what it was that I thought from the inside of it.  I wrote it in soap crayon on the tiles in my shower.  I wrote it on my mirrors.  Every time I turned the clasp on my necklace, I whispered, “I love my beautiful body.”

Eventually, I began to believe that.  The power of your thoughts is everything.  In order to break habitual thinking, or any habit for that matter, you must change that thought you express into something that is contradictory to what you have previously thought.  For instance, when I quit smoking, I changed my self-perception into, “I am not a cigarette smoker.”

At first it was a struggle.  “I love my beautiful body” conflicted with the original self image I had; it conflicted with the, I’m fats or I’m not pretty enoughs.  That confliction is why I needed the reminders to change my thinking through out my day.  I needed the necklace clasps and the soap crayons.

If you want to be beautiful from the outside, you must express beautiful things from the inside.  Do not criticize your body; love it and care for it.  Nurture it.

If you take care of your SELF, then everything else just falls into place.

I don’t feel the cohesion between myself and my friends lately.  It’s sort of a lonely feeling, though I am confident in my abilities to go forward in this life by myself.  I’m not sure I can put my finger on it, but it seems that elation I initially had when I fell into this group of people may have faded.  There’s been no drama (thankfully), and nothing in particular I can put my fingers on… it just seems the paths have changes, roles have changed, and the summer has passed. 

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You must think I am.

I want to be the light shining on your path, the song that fills your heart.  I want to be your diamond. You must think I’m crazy…the crazy girl gushing how beautiful life is…  the crazy girl constantly reminding you she’s found the secret… the crazy girl’s head so far in the clouds she wouldn’t even notice if she tripped over something and fell down…Crazybeautiful.

I sat down with a friend today.  She had a sullen heart.  She didn’t think she’d fit in with the crazy people who light up my soul.  She didn’t want to try.  She saw the bliss in my eyes and I saw sorrow on her heart.  I wanted to give it to her, place the beauty in the palms of her hands; she didn’t want to take it from me.

Crazybeautiful.  You’ll know you have it… you are the person talking about happiness… everyone sees the glowing inside. You’ve told me now that I am.  How I bring a smile to your lips.  How I shine in your eyes. I want to be that, and that’s what I am to you.  How blessed it is to BE. You’re not alone.  I’m not, either.  We’re all crazybeautiful. 
And I love you.

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