I feel ecstatic.
And chilly. I need some coffee.  And a cigarette.  I don’t smoke cigarettes. When I first learned about changing my attitude, about thinking about the things I want instead of the things I don’t want, I knew there was something to it. I knew that I had been doing this my whole life, and that there’s a secret in there, a secret to happiness.

To have it laid out so perfectly before me, I was able to jump ahead from dissecting the philosophy and the process into creating exactly what I want from my life.   And I grew more and more happy. Instead of seeing things and saying, “I don’t want this,” I have learned to say, “I’d rather it this way.”  Because I know what I want, and because I know that I can have it, my re-focus pushes me full force towards my goal.  Instead of pausing at every distraction that is something I don’t want, I have been living a rich, deep blood red, saturated experience, filled with a plethora of things I DO want.

It’s beautiful. To some people this drive can be intimidating.  The thing is this: when I’m so clearly focused on what I want, it doesn’t matter to me if the Intimidated fall in line or away from me.   It is this for all things… the people who want differently from me are okay as they are, they are okay and they are on their own little path towards what they think about.

The people who fall in line with my pace, these are the ones whom I can seek out– whom I can tether myself to, whom I can count on to pull me beside them when I lose my sense of direction.   There are many of us.

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