Jan 23

weakness

PMS, Self Awareness Add comments

  I want to paint you a picture of a girl with unending possibilities. A woman who smirks in the face of challenge, who whistles with glee at a chance to find the happy place she knows 99% of the day.   Today, I fell short.  Not all day, in fact, it was a perfect day for the most part.   But so that you know that I, too, am human, I want you to hear that I missed (skipped) school because of something I was self conscious of today.  I drove in, paid for my parking ticket, sat in the parking lot for several minutes, trying to talk myself into not being self-conscious, and then drove home, cursing myself every five minutes for being such a pussy.   Then I came home, and felt better.    And now I’m fine.  

I can do this, you know.  I am a woman, and it’s allowed.

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